All done

With 10 minutesleft in day 1 I busted out. With blinds at 200- 400 w/ 50 antes mp made it 2000 to go. I sensed he didn't want a call. I am in the bb and have ~ 24k. Mp has ~30k. I look down at KK. I reraise to 6300. He thinks for a min and shoves. I think he does not have rockets because I have already seen him call a 3bet with rockets. I really don't think he wants a call and has AK, JJ or QQ. I call he asks me if I have rockets, no, and then KK, yes. He says shit and I turn over my KK and he tablesQQ. A Q hits in the window. I have outs on the river as the turn brings a third diamond but the is no fourth diamond to save me. The ESPN Cameras were in my face after we got it all in and before the flop. I said "nice hand" and shook everyones hand but feel like I just got kicked my a mule in the gut.
I had no real dinner and am now going to get a steak, a beer and some sleep.
Syndicate guys I feel like I let everyone down and apologize.
Best, Mike P